bby, il0vey0u /

2010-03-22T04:12:00.000+08:00

If I fall, I fall up

And Let the clouds hug me

And If I fall down,

I bet I hit the ground running

Bet you search and found nothing

Looking for the finish line

Stop short cutting

Your fucking up your finish time

Shit, but every twice in a while

It feels like i'm running

And life is the miles

Yeah, but until the lights dimming down

I'll be running around

Somebody tell me whens it gonna end .

2010-03-19T04:00:00.000+08:00

How did my heart get locked in this cage

With a life sentence

Is this what they call fate?

Cause if it is,

I don't really want it.

Happiness was all I ever wanted

Trapped here like a prisoner

I'm locked in love

2010-03-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

Oh, I say the sun don't shine forever.
And everything that glitter ain't gold.
I say love don't love forever.
When everything that's new gets old.

Happy 17th birthday ,Liana!

This ain't paradise .

2010-02-16T06:37:00.005+08:00

Im here to update my blog .

its beeen rotting .

sedihhh uhh .

so yeah luhh .

im so lazy to update .

but updating now because i've got nothing else to do at my comp.

Kay, yesterday went to JB with Balestier ITE boys ah .

total of 3 pple including me lahh .

reached there at 8.30pm .

so went to eat .

after eat .

sat at coffee shop and drinkkkkk .

Lol .

total of 7 bottles ey .

so left malaysia at 11.30pm and lucky for us we manage to catch the bus in time .

if not we would be stuck at malaysia .

and wouldn't know what will happen to us .

but overall ,fun ahhhh .

reached Singapore, headed to ave 5 .

slack till morning, first bus and went home .

OH YEAH .

ASK PPLE TO COME DOWN ,SHE DONT WANT .

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh .tskk .

kay lah ,

thats how we celebrate during CNY luh huhs .

now im lazy to type already .

Takecareeee !

2010-01-30T13:18:00.002+08:00

i still like youuuu .

loveeeee

2010-01-07T23:40:00.001+08:00

I’m sure that I will always be

A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath the vicious square root sign,

I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,

with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321

Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,

Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,

Together now we multiply

To form a number we prefer,

Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds

With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued

Your love for me has been renewed

2009-12-30T05:14:00.004+08:00

Nice uhh nicee .LOL.

Cheeer leading sikit .

AHHHHHHHH!

Cassie Scerbo loooks gorgeous siahh in this show.LOL.

HAHAH .

coool uhh cool .

aiyaaa .i was so bored luhh .

tskk .

time now also 5.20am jer .

mcm no life like that siahh .

everytime sleeep late .

alerrmakk .

Cause i've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor

Its your fault, you didn't shut the refrigerator.

& maybe that's the reason why im acting so cold :/

i wanna get away

to our sweeeet escape .

Cassie Scerbo So Pretty Can :D

2009-12-28T03:59:00.004+08:00

Ashley Michelle Tisdale !LOL.

Haha. die die .

new female artist for me already.LOL.

Ashley Tisdale .

the movie is like so damn cooool .

i also dont know why i watched it in the first place .

i just browse through what ashley tisedale acts .

dhen watch only luh huhs.

From Miley Cyrus to Ashley Tisdale.

ehhh bahh.

like punggolians .

aiya so bored luhh.

nobody to talk to ma.

so bblog jer blog.

5 more days to 2010 !

Ashley so cute can :/

2009-12-20T00:24:00.004+08:00

jyeah, im back from genting .

for 4 days and 3 night .

was okaaay luh at there .

everyday's like the same routine .

environment at there was sooo damnn different kay!

we're like legal age to do anythin.

LOL .

so yesterday was back .

heard about the N level result, and good for those who gt promoted to sec 5 luhh .

and those who didnt make it through ,aiya dont get degraded luhh.

you've tried your best already ;D

ohh yeah!

my handphone batt was spoiled!

due to the different weather in genting.

tskk!

irritating kapeeer.

must use lousy phone temporary.

idk what else to write anymore .

im emotionally down.

alright ,goodbye.

We're not falling in love .

But we're fallin apart .

im like this

i will never change

Don't say you love me

Cause you sound so fake .

2009-11-26T06:48:00.002+08:00

ehhhhhhhh bahhh .

aku mcm wake upp at 5.30am sikit .

mcm early jer.

HAHAH.

see luhh.

nobody to talk to right ,so update blog jer.

pple all still sleeeping, aku just wake upp

early bird uhh.

i even wake upp earlier dhen the birds luh huhs.

alermakk .

like nothing do jer .

november gonna be over sooon .

dhen december will arrive .

and soooner or later it will end .

dhen will become two thousand ten . LOL

i think i wan go sleeeep again luhh

seriously, i look like one dumb fellow staring at the comp .

and, msn gt some pple with virus ,spamming me.

irritating kaper .

tskk .

alrights .

im gonna off now .

2009-11-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

tooo bored until i changed my blogskin luh huhs.

gosh .

today day was like so damn wasted ?

was sleeeping like for the whole day ?

tskk .

damn it .

yesterday ton ?

LOL .

blooody hell .

suria plan to come my hse ton ,

in the end he around 3am flat already .

aku watch movie mcm laughing alone siah.

lucky at 6.30am i saw eddie jer below .

so go down find him awhile

atleast something luhh kan.

better dhen see suria sleeeping jer .

lol .

now damn boring .

gosh gosh .

all i neeed is YOU.

2009-11-18T04:31:00.002+08:00

HAHAH since i gt nothing to write.
just talk abt this movie kay.
its like published on december 2008 luhh huhs.
but i watched it on November 2009 luhh.
so there's a huge gap in between ey.
HAHHA.

i watch the show because i thought it was like boring.
and yeah, bedtime stories.
was like, kay, i can sleeep while watching.
but never ley.
AKU SUKA JER.
HAHAHAH

sooo cooooooool luhh.
the guinea pig was so damnnn cute.
eyes damn big. HAHAH

gosh, its like 4.36am in the morning.
dont feeeel like sleeeping already.

but dont feeel like typing already.
so bored .
if only blogger could chat with me ~
HAHAH.
in fairy tales, it may happen.
CHEYCHEY.
:DD

INTRO ME SOME NICE MOVIE LEHH

LIKE OLD OR NEW ONES

SO DAMN BORED.

I wanna know what love is

I want you to show me

I wanna feel what love is

I know you can show me

2009-11-14T09:58:00.002+08:00

this movie is like so damn cooooooooooool !

i didnt know there was such movie .

its like published on 26th December 2OO6?

like lol ?

pple you got to watch!

from sleeeeepy mode to eyes wide open mode.

and its like 10am in the morning .

soon im going to sleeep luhh.

movie marathon for me ey, but its like home-theater?

HAHAH! not cinema.

cause im poooooooor luh denggs.

kay ,im off .

Maybe we live in a different life .

But nothing will stop love .

AHHHHH!

im so moved by that movie.

DAMNN!

If you're reading this , i wanna tell you that ;

i made the wrong choice.

2009-11-01T11:01:00.004+08:00

:((

uhh ,everything doesnt seem right for the past few days .

idk why & i dont wanna talk about it ?

tskk .

why cant life be so simple ?

why cant it be a straight route ?

why must it be a such a complicated and curvy route ?

OHH MYY .

im running into madness !

uhh ,why doesnt cck have a reservoir ?

so i can sit there alone ,chill the mind .

it might look so damn emotional pple kay ,

but seriously ,it help .

GOSH .

downn, downnn, dowwnnn .

IM FALLING DOWWWWN .

a word that i never learned to pronounce

; L-O-V-E

set me free ,so that i can breathe .

2009-10-25T03:21:00.004+08:00

I cant resist .

I just cant escape this love .

2009-10-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly,

it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts,
But love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.

2009-10-11T07:20:00.007+08:00

BOOHOO!

ahhh !

lemme type type a lil bit kay .

so bored.

its like 7 in thaaa morning babeee.

tskk .

i still haven lied on my bed.

gosh !

im so tired ,too tired to go lye down.

HAHAHA.

Erm ,kay .

there's just FOUR things i wanna know ~

kay ,

Firstly .

Am i unreasonable ?

Secondly ,

Am i always over reacting ?

Thirdly ,

Am i heartless ,like a busted with no feelings ?

LASTLY ,

Am i too much to handle?

Okay ,thats all .

( :

All i ever wanted . . . was . . .

figure it yourself (:

a love like no other .

FOR YOU ,i will.

2009-10-06T14:45:00.001+08:00

Turn off all your music device.

Watch this .

2009-10-04T04:59:00.003+08:00

AHHH SO DAMN BORINGG !

hah !

kay ,im like talking to myself right now ?

goshh .

i dont know whaaat to post right now ~

uhhh !

but i feeeel like typing only .

thats all .

tskk .

so ignore my crapness alrights ?

heh .

okay ,

first of all .

i was homed like for the whole day .

not even a minute was i out of my house gate ~

HAHAH!

and its like ON SATURDAY ,and im homed!

so oddd ~

From 2pm till 5am now ~

okay luh ,

blank mind right now .

O.o?

So long and Goodnight !

DAMN .

she's a sexy bitch .

And whats the worst you take ?

From every heart you BREAK!

2009-10-01T23:46:00.007+08:00

tskk ,

prelims results totally sucks!

ohhmy ,

i haven gotten back some of my papers as i didnt went to school for 2 days during this week.

kay ,

i really dont know what to update luhh .

O's is just around the corner .

HAHAH ,

quickly come and quickly go luhh seyy .

cause i've got many plans after that .

alrights ,

i shall put a fullstop here

& you got me thinking day n' night .

& im certain that you think that ;

your ex is better than me .

If i laugh it all off in your face ,

What would you do ?

2009-09-20T10:22:00.004+08:00

Your pass time ,
consisted of the strange .
And i hate that little game .

Even with our fists held high ,

It never would've worked out right .

Memories starts haunting me in my sleep .

Are we meant to say goodbye ?

I dont wanna be into you ,

If you're not into me .

2009-09-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

Kay, random seys

so bored luhh kans.

2009-09-19T15:28:00.004+08:00

tskk .
its been a loooong time since i updated this blogg !
:x
kindda of tired pass few days .
so no time to update luhh huhs .
thats why today saturday ,
can update jer :D

erm ,
tsk .
i really got nothing to say jer .

ohh jyeah .
i've hurt you badly, i guess ?
i've not trusted you fully ,not giving you the freedom you need .
at that spot, i dont feeeel bad or guilty or what-so-ever.
its only when im at home, inside my bloody lifeless room .
i'll tend to think ,for what i've said all that to you.
for what i get jealous easily .
tskk .

AHHHHHH .
its all about trust luhh .
if no trust ,how to believe sey .
haiya .
im sorry kay .

baby keep this love alive!

& the next time i caught my own reflection ,

was on its way to meet you .

i guess if you wanna move on ,

i have to go ?

2009-09-11T07:43:00.004+08:00

gosh!
im still not asleep yet.

its like, 7.40am in the morning sunshine!
so odd ? HAHA!
more like its common eys, during the holidays.
:x

hmm ,
kinddda bored actually .
soon going to sleeep.
nothing much to talk actually .

just feeel that, some people just take friendship for granted.
whoever feeels guilty, i dont even care sey.
you can crack your bloody brains till it explode, i also dont mind.
serious shit manszx!
HAHAH!

heh .
takecare luhh huhs.

everything happen just like that ?

lol, ass.

2009-09-09T06:09:00.006+08:00

[colour upp my life baybehh!]

jyeah ,today .

had nothing so special luhh huhs .

basically stayed at home only luhh kans.

tsktsk.

so damn boring at home.

got nothing to do and got nobody to talk to.

like wthhh.

gosh ,

holidays are so damn pathetic.

ohh yeah ,

remedials .

sigh ,dont have the mood for any remedial.

so gonna skipp all the remedials.

dnt ask me why sey ,

AHHHHHHHH .

lol .

im gonna sleeeep soon eys.

kindda tired .

my nose feeels so damn itchy right now .

ewww ,

my room is full of dust till i can make cotton floss ~

kay luhh ,

i dont wanna crap any longer.

cause my bed is calling me right now .

how sweeet .

alrights ,

Goodbye idiots :D

OHHMYY ,

imissyou.

2009-09-08T03:57:00.004+08:00

GAHHHS !
i've finally changed blogskins.
:D

its beeen a long time since i've updated my blog eys.
tsktsk.
kindda busy lately.
busy doing what ,i also dont know luhh ey.

gosh ,
N levels start already .
jyeah ,sooner or later its gonna be O's
ohmy ohmy
2009 is so damn fast .
Lol .

aiya ,
kay luhh ,
wish all those candidates taking N levels good luck luhh huhs .
N level is nothing luhh huhs.
LOL.
chey!
sec 5 student talking luhh seys.
nah ,joke joke.
:D

end here luhh .
Goodbye.

peace out ,

Suckers! ( " , )

2009-08-31T19:04:00.003+08:00

i just dont know what i want for myself.
i dont seem to care about anything.
i dont know why but it seeems weird.
tsktsk.

i used to be love drunk

but now i'm hungover

i love you forever

forever is over

2009-08-30T05:12:00.004+08:00

damn !

weeekends are burnt just like that ?

i didnt even went out of hse leyy .

pathetic siots.

kay ,i feeeel much better dhen the pass few days.

im left with this cough and flam.

i freaaaakin' hate the flamm.

like ewwww !

tsktsk ,

eat fooood like no taste liddat .

sadded.

AHAHAH ,

okay .

im gonnna doze off right now .

i feeeel so damn tired .

alrights ,Gdnight ~

baby ,

blow me a kiss (!)

the moment doesnt seeem to come .

2009-08-28T01:56:00.003+08:00

hmm ,i've been given 2 days of MC .
like yay ?
tsktsk .
its so damn boring to stay at home actually .
i'd rather go out ,to have fun .
but too bad ,im just too tired of walking .
:x

uhh ,this week.
only once, i went to schoool.
cause had oral .
ohh yeah ,oral.
it was okay though .
:x
manageable luhh uhh.

Do what you think is best .

Dont regret on your choices .

Cause it's all upp to you to decide .

Don't you make the biggest mistake okay .

it's been a while since i felt like this again .

2009-08-27T20:53:00.002+08:00

& how in the world did i get sick.

uhh, lol .

its so damn boring at home .

whole body aching, have trouble going out toos .

tsktsk .

furthermore, there's nobody to talk to .

goshh .

gahhs ,forget about it luhh.

who wanna care so much about someone who's sick seys ?

im going to restt .

tata .

& you're better off without me .

Cause you don't care about me .

2009-08-26T04:40:00.004+08:00

OHMY .
i feeel so much better now .
tskk .
its like a one nigght sick ?
LOOOOL.
too much nutrients in my body uhh .
thats why all these sickness easily go off.
CHEY!

gosh !
later its my oral ~
hopefully i can talk as much crap as possible luhh huhs .
:DD

kay luhh,
im gonna end it here.
tatas , bye

Love is like a quicksand .

The deeper you fall in ,

The harder it is to get out .

2009-08-25T01:43:00.004+08:00

& someONE said this pic look like one small boi

L O L or whaat

monday didnt attend schooool.

its like so called overslept ?

or more likely that im lazy.

nevermind about that.

School's boring for me anyway.

So whole day at home .

& pass 3 days ,i've been fasting okay !

no more bad boy.

chey!

gahhs.

but sad partt uhh ,

afte buke, i drink water, eat a lil bit.

must quickly go smoke alr.

LOL ,tk boleh tahan uhh babe.

hmm, wednesday gonna be my english oral.

wish me luck luhhh !

hopefully i can talk luhh .

kay luhh ,its getting late .

going to sleeep soon .

alrights, BYE !

& it seems like we're drifting apart .

we weren't as close as before .

issit you or issit me who's changing ?

hopefully nobody .

when you msg me ,

i feeel like im walking on the rainbow baybeh !

2009-08-23T14:18:00.002+08:00

eys, im sooo boredd .
tskk !
fasting month eyys ?
Lols ,its okay on the weekends luhh huh.
but for weekdays uhh ,a lil bit of problem .
tskk!

its okay luhh huh ,
goshh !

Moving on is simple ,

What you leave behind is difficult .

2009-08-21T02:49:00.004+08:00

Coooool !

F&N is completed !

goshh ! like finally ~

but its only 30 pages.

tskk !

so damn little .

nevermind ,

hopefully can pass luhh huhs .

okay luh,

its getting late .

going to sleeep right now ,

like NOW !

goodbye .

& dont you make the biggest mistake .

2009-08-19T00:17:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH !
F&N coursework due date is on thurs ,
im just half way through.
how greaaat can that be ?
tskk !
and its O level i mind you.

im left with a day to complete it ?
omggg ,im so helpless right now .
tskk !

sometimes we gotta be patient ,

in order to obtain what we want .

2009-08-18T05:08:00.003+08:00

ohhh, tsk !
idk why i suddenly woke up at 5am in the morning.
and its so damn early.
LOL .
tskkk !

aiya ,i've got nthing to post luh actually .
:x

Everything happens for a reason .

Nothing happens for no reason .

ps : i love you

2009-08-17T01:41:00.003+08:00

im so damn damn tiredd !
uhh ! friday didnt went to school .
Lol ,fuck .
overslept ,kay this one you can blame me .
so yeah luh .

gees, just got back from slacking .
gosh ,i even had to rush for the buss .
and at that point of time , i feeeeel like urinating already siahh .
cannot tahan seys .
luckily got bus so by the time i reach home , i rush to toilet ; release everything ~
LOL .

so now ,
im going to sleeep .
so that i am able to wake up .
and will never cabot schoool again okay .
its like ,once a weeek i didnt went to school alr .
pretty stupid alr . ;x
kay bye .

If stars wouldn't shine without light ,

Then I wouldn't smile without you .

& you know how much im into you.

2009-08-14T02:58:00.003+08:00

AHHH !
i just came back fromm ,err .
slacking !
LOL ,3am siaaah .
tsktsk .
best part is ;
i've got to wake up at 5.45am for schoool !
how greaaat .

lucky i finished my leaflet at yan zhi hsee uhh .
tsktsk ,if not i'll be dead uhhh ,
alrights ,
im gonna sleeeep .
hopefully, i get to wake upp okay .
wish me luck . lol.

kay ,nights .
<3

boooooooooo.

where are you ?

feeeling comes

feeeling fades

2009-08-13T01:50:00.002+08:00

im so damn tiredddd !
gosh , have beeen sleeeping late for the pass few days .
tsktsk !
pathetic .
O level mt results will be out on the 19th of August eys .
LOL ,aiya .
who cares, my mt sucks anyway .
:x

hmm ,okay luh.
just finished doing my essay writing.
gonna sleeep now .
alright ,good night .

you live your life girl .

2009-08-11T00:48:00.004+08:00

Gahhs !
im just too bored ,anybody wanna layan me ?
tskk ! NOBODY luhh seys .
coool huhs .

well ,
we cant expect everything to go perfectly, the way we wanted life to be.
we always gotta make choices that are best for us and our surroundings .
somehow , i fell in love again .
but too bad ,its different .
too much love till i give upp already .
goshh .
i just dont get it .

what's love anyway ?
issit just hugging, kissing, holding hands ?
or more than that ?
i really dont know .
but 1 thing that will nvr change the fact about love is ,
"Love is Pain"
jyeah ,thats what i told myself .
in order to be in love, we've got to endure all the pain .

& whats the use of waiting somebody ?
by the time you wait for them ,they'll just turn you down .
it's just too much fun for the other party as they know somebody loves them so much that we're willing to wait .
i tell you what , FUUUCK !
you get so irritated ,its just so frustrating luhh .

last thing ,REGRETS ?
what for regret when it's already gone ?
HAHAH ? it just depressed you to the core ,much more stressful than bcoming a world genius siahh.
might as well waste your energy doing something else and all those regrets will change to something you will tend to cherish siot .

okay ,im a lil bit crazee for tonight .
im just finding ways to vent out all my frustration kays .
what's the use of caring somebody who doesnt even bother about you ?
tskkk ,i'd rather care for animals .
atleast can be tame .

aluhh ,im done with my so called speech luhh kan .
im going off to bed .
& i feeeeeel so much better siot .
this technique actually workk seys .
GAHHHHS !
:DD

suprisingly ,

i miss B .

('',)

2009-08-09T03:44:00.002+08:00

gosh !
today is just not my day .
idk whats wrong with me .
im getting worse with my feeelings .
tskk !
i hope everything gonna be alright .
i've just hurt quite a few pple i guess .
& im so so so sorrry .
):

you left me a broken heart .

fuck it around ,

and turned me down .

i wanna talk to you soooon ,

like reaaal sooon ,

can ?

2009-08-08T20:58:00.003+08:00

Where's my strawberry lickin' bubbleeteaa go to ?

B, B, B, b, b, b ~

Where you go ,

i miss you sia0 ~

LOLOLOL ,

2009-08-08T00:02:00.002+08:00

Gahhs !
today ,in school .
gosh ! first listen to the damn principal speech .
damn sleeeepy .

went back to class ,
had to fold paper cranes for blooody 2 damn hours ?
wtf ,by the end of 2hrs . a class of 38 folded 1813 paper cranes :D
so ,after that had recess .

didnt ate ,instead got problem .
so blah3 .

after that ,it was 12+ .
stayed back in school awhile ,
and back homed .

home till now baybeh ~
hmm, kindda bored siaah .
duhh ):

it's alright ,its okay .

2009-08-07T00:43:00.002+08:00

gahhs ! didnt went to school .
can say that i overslept ehs ?
jyeah , and its really like over slept kays .
i woke up at 12pm ! coooool huhs .
:/

stayed at home till midnight .
didnt went out anywhere .
time now 12.44am .
currently doing nothing .
kindda bored .

& baby dont run away .

gosh !

IMYSM .

2009-08-06T01:24:00.006+08:00

im so lazy luh to update .
tskk !
back to blogging on weekends uhh ,
weekDAYs no time babe .
:x

Unconditional Loveee .

you suck BIG time,

busted

2009-08-04T01:10:00.006+08:00

hurrhurr,
first day of the week ,

schoool is so damn tiring !

school ended at 1.05pm .
but had F&N to complete !
so went to the cyber lab to complete my coursework part B .
ended around 3 ?
jyeah ,
stayed in school till 5 .

and headed back to my hse ,with ezad .
met kamar at teck whye first .
dhen together went to my hse .
so all slacked till 8pm ,cause tmr have school .
LOL ,

so i stayed at home for the night .
currently doing nothing luh ,
going to lala land soon .
:DD

alrights ,byebye !

you like him ,

you like me ?

it's all part & parcel of life .

cheeerupp you !

2009-08-03T01:35:00.003+08:00

[ it takes less than 24hrs to get that ash tray full !LOL ]

boo ):
whole day at home ,doing nothing .
all came my hse ,slack till midnight .
jyeah ,kindda boring .
tskkk !

i've got nothing to speaak leys ,
im just mooodless, kays ?
BYE .

baby could you blow my heart up ?

2009-08-02T03:49:00.004+08:00

Helloooo !
today had to go back to school for F&N .
class starts at 7.30am and i woke up at 7.30am .
cooool or whaaat .
so by the time i got rdy myself ,its was like 8am ,
(I take a long time to bathe in tha morning)
so reached school around 8+
did coursework till 11am .
still nt completed ! monday is the deadline ):

after F&N ,
went for the follow-up session , for the Motivational camp .
listen to their so called "Techniques Of Studying" .
ended at 12.30pm .

and homed !
friends tagged along ,
and was slacking till midnight lor ?

one by one go home ,
so i stayed awake till now ,
time is 3.55am and im like so damnn awake !
:D

ohhmy

sweeeetlittle

honey, wifey, bunny!

2009-08-01T00:43:00.004+08:00

Goodbye July,
Say Helloo to August !

school ended at 12.30pm ,as it was Friday .
had oral at 2pm .
luckily i was second for oral .
didnt have to wait so looong .
i remembered, last year .
i was like LAAAAAAAAAAAST and it ended at 5pm ?
WTF ,sleeepy siot when having oral .

kay ,after oral .
stayed at canteen wait for them to end oral .
so went home at ,forget time luh .
around 5+ ?
think soo .

so ,i felt asleeeeeeep when at home .
damn tired .
woke up at nine in the night .

so currently ,doing nothing .
tmr going back to school for extra lesson and stuffs .
have to wake up early agaaaain , UHHH!

im feeeling damn bored ~
gahhs !

dirty little secrets :/

2009-07-31T01:13:00.002+08:00

GAHHS !

school was okay for today .

class ended at 2.30pm .

and at 3.30pm had the Arts Fiesta ?

got jamming and dance mania ?

jyeah ,went there to see their peformance luhh .

its like , awesomee-ness ! :D

esp jamming , MY:XO !

gahhs ! lol , members mainly made up of my classmates .

jyeah ! they have won the first place ~

coool uhh .

so after the thingy ,

it was like 6pm ?

so ,went home with timothy .

reached home around 6.45 ?

so stayed at home till 8+ .

dhen went to ave 5 .

LEPAAAAAAAAAK !

till 11.30pm .

and took train back home eys.

homed at 12am .

currently doing nothing luhhs ,

crapping around in msn uhhs ?

gahhs !

hmm ,im FORCED to sleeep eys now .

tsktsk .

Lols ,kay .

goodnight & goodbye .

& i want my bubbleee teaaa ~

From my hommie ,

to my only ~

2009-07-30T01:25:00.001+08:00

school ended at 2pm today .

but at 2.30pm had F&N so called make out class .

to complete our coursework B .

Gahhs ! gonna complete coursework B soon ,

bt i still have coursework A, which is due on 21st August.

hmm ,went home straight after the F&N class .

reached home ,stayed at home till night .

jyeah ,didnt went out for lepak all this .

no money luh seys !

sedihh uhh .

hmm ,gonna end it here .

have school tmr .

gosh! have to wake up early .

dragg my blooody butt to school again ,irritating .

ohhh, O levels is around the corner ~

89 more days ? :x

AHHH ,study hard eys ~

chey! lol .

alrights ,bye !

& i dont fall so easily okay!

Who said I can't be single ?

Have to go out and mingle ?

BABYYY ,

That's not me !

I won't change anything in my life .

I'm staying myself tonight .

2009-07-27T22:47:00.001+08:00

Relationships are like glass.

Sometimes it's better

To leave them broken

Than trying to hurt yourself

By putting it back together.

2009-07-24T01:37:00.003+08:00

today ,had eng common test .
passage was so damn boring .
had time to sleeep during the test .
gooood luh harhs .
soo damn sleeepy in schoool today .
tsk ! due to the late sleeep last night eys !
Nah ,nevermind .

its gonna be weekend ~
jyeah , can rest jer .
kay luh ,
im gonna end here .
going to sleeep ya .

alrights ,
Bye .

bby ,

thats just me .

somebody tell me i need to be afraid ,

afraid of losing everything .

2009-07-23T00:43:00.011+08:00

today ,had mt O level listening compre .
GAHHHHS !
every options seeems to be the answer ,
gosh ! had to make the correct choice was like so damn difficult .
derhh ,O level siah .
what do you expect ?
:x

hmm ,after LC , was like 5.45pm .
went back home lor .
so stayed at home till now .
time now 12.45am .
its like so normal of me to stay home eys ?HAHAH .
hm , gonna sleeep soon already .
kay luh ,
gdnight & gdbye ,

peace out, suckers !

22 July

its Selena Gomez bday !

:DD

i miss holidays ~

where people get to relax their mind ~

& stop thinking about love ~

cause love is pain to me !

FOR NOW ONLY, next time will be a ..a..

idk ?

Troubling, Stumbling, Fumbling -

For the words to say that im leaving you.

We go through the motions like everythings settled.

And it makes us uncomfortable.

Still holding on when there's all this doubt ?

the fact that its over with you ?

2009-07-22T01:45:00.009+08:00

didnt attend school today .
had counselling session .
duhh ,its so damn boring .
counselling took 1hr .
after that went home .

stayed at home till night .
8pm ,went out of hse .
slacked at ave 5 .
till midnight .
12am took bus home .

reached home ,
rest awhile .
time now 1.45am .
gonna sleeeep by 2am .
alrights, BYE!

sometimes ,

i'm scared of LOVE .

& i mean ,

really really scared .

NEVER did i expect things to go this far/fast .

2009-07-20T20:03:00.002+08:00

as per normal ,
schoool's so damn boring .
had social studies common test .
duhh ,mind was blank .
didnt know how to do most of the question .
AHHHHHHHHh !
hmm ,kindda bored .
idk what to do leyyy ~
):

whats the use of saying i love you ,

when you dont even mean it ?

i just dont get it .

2009-07-18T04:03:00.001+08:00

gosh !
just came back from slackinggggg.
hmm , kindda tired luhhs .
time now 4am .
gonna sleeeeep soon .
guess wont be going to school tmr for SS remedial .
tsktsk ,which will start at 8.30am
HAHAH !

kay luh ,
end here ,bye .

Yeah ~

Its you and me, together .

2009-07-16T15:21:00.002+08:00

Cooooool or whaaat ?
i didnt go schoool again .
wth .
tsktsk !
dont really know what im doing luh harhs .
ler ,

im BORED .

2009-07-16T01:18:00.002+08:00

today didnt went to school ,
BLAME THE FREAKING WEATHER !
LOLOL ,
who ask the clouds to start pouring ?
tsktsk !
so niceee to sleeep till i forgotten about school .
XD

so yeah luh ,
cant blame me .
so stayed at home till night ?
and i went out ,slack ~
and homed at 12.30am .

gonna sleeeep soon d .
tired ,
hope i dont miss school again luh harhs .
if not im gonna miss lesssons .
kay ,byee.

i wanna know you .

i wanna find out what you know .

2009-07-14T19:49:00.002+08:00

today ,its like so damn tiring .
like wahh ,always gonna fall asleeeep in class .
tsk !
yeah ,totally moodless to write anything siah .
im really getting frustrated siahh .

it doesnt matter anymore ?

2009-07-13T00:35:00.005+08:00

duhh ! sat & sun are over !
damn ! its like so fast .
tsk ,i didnt manage to get some rest leys .
tsktsk .

going to school for another weeek .
so damn boring .
well ,what to do .
this is lifeeee .
we cant change it .

oh yeah ,i finally bought miley cyrus biography book .
started reading it ,
& its gonna be " The end " soon ,
tskk !
cost me like $38.52 ? so make it $38.50 luhh .

i dont really know what i wanna buy next ,
errr ,i'd just save upp as much as i can luhh .
so see anything nice, no need to hesitate jer .
:D

okaaay luh ,
kindda tired seys .
gonna end it here .
alrights ,
peace out ,suckers .

The dreams that you hold for your future are what you dream about at night .

They're always at the back of your mind.

They're what your heart desires.

They keep you going .

Accept reality and have a backup plan ,

But

Always follow your dreams no matter what .

okay ,

im gonna see what's my dream now .

GOODNIGHT !

SWEET DREAMS !

2009-07-11T01:22:00.007+08:00

YEAH ,finally saturday is here .

i can finally sleeeep as much as i like ,but the only thing is ;

my saturday is gonna be burn by my freakin' school cause of the 'Motivational Camp follow-up thingy'

every sat ,we all have to go back to school for 2 hrs, from 10.30am to 12.30pm.

tskkk !

nevermind abt that ,

guess what ,some pple are just too rich !

they drop $20 for me to pick upp .

LOOL ,

so split up the money with acap cause he's the one who spotted it .

lol ,$10 each like for free .

so slacked from evening till midnight and went back home .

so, yeah .

i finally met up with him .

and slacked !

gosh ,its beeen a long time since i slack .

kay luh ,

im gonna end here ,

kay byeeee !

Love is only good when its gone .

ohh yeah, happy belated bday to ezad ,

the boy who used to sit next to me in class & crack my fingers ~

LOL .

2009-07-10T02:15:00.000+08:00

ahhh ,just completed my homework .
good boy for the night .
time now 2.17am
tsk ! im scared i'll be too tired to get up later on . . .

so i shall nt talk so much cause my bed is calling me
RIGHT NOW !
okay bye ,good night !

throw it away ,

forget yesterday .

& all we neeed is time .

2009-07-09T01:09:00.002+08:00

Oral's over & let's not talk about it kaay .
just gonna pray hard .
so upcoming exams would be on the 22nd July ,which is malay Listening compre .
& on 21st July ,i've got to attend that freaking counselling session ,DAMN!
troublesome leys .
tsk ,how i wish there's no law in singapore ? LOL ,kay dream on alrights .

so, just completed doing my geography work ?
Nah ,dont think im a good boy okay ,cause its just copying :x
so yeah laa :D
gonna sleeep soon d ,
im feeeeling damn tired siaah .
tskk !
tmr needda do the F&N coursework B , for 2 straight hours !
AHHHHHH , coursework A haven even completed my research seys .
D:

okaaay luh ,
end it here ,
Goodbye ?

Love is like a flower ,

you've got to let it grow .

2009-07-07T00:27:00.003+08:00

HEYHEYHEY !

pass few days have beeeen staying at home .

rotting my life away .

-.-

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

tmr is mt oral and im like not even prepared at all .

further more, my mt is like so damn weaak lor ,

tssk! pathetic .

hmm ,i hope i can atleast passsssss ?

kay luhs ,

i wanna sleeep d .

tired jer ,

alrights ,

Bye !

& where's the finishing line , cause

i got to find somewhere to go .

Life is like a bicycle, to keep your balance you must keep on moving .

- albert einstein

2009-07-05T19:04:00.002+08:00

People always told me

Be careful of what you do

Dont go around breaking young girls hearts

And mother always told me

Be careful of who you love

And be careful of what you do

Cause the lie becomes the truth

sadden-ing .

no more billie jean ):

2009-07-03T12:25:00.002+08:00

hmm ,didnt went to school again .
its so damn boring lor .
after the holidays ,school's bcoming more and more boring .
-_-

without you around ,its so uncomfortable .

this is how it feeels .

2009-07-02T14:30:00.003+08:00

mom calls the husband a 'bastard'
and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch"
and billy goes to his mom and says

"mom what's a bitch and a bastard?"
and the mom says

"well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen"
and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbours,

and hears

"Put your penis in my vagina!"
So Billy goes to his mom and says

"mom whats a penis and vagina?"
His moms says

"Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat"
and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says

"shit"
and billy said

"Dad, whats shit"
And then his dad says
"Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream "
and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!"
and then billy says to his mom

"Mom whats fuck?"
"Well billy, fuck is a way of cutting the turkey"

and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says

"Hello bitches and bastards, may i take your penis's and vaginas,
my dad's upstairs wiping shit off his face, and my mom is in the kitchen fucking the Turkey"

im bored ):

2009-06-28T12:29:00.007+08:00

Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances ,

Losing and finding happiness ,

Appreciating the memories and learning from the past .

Sometimes you need to hit that lowest point of being sad ,

The point where you can't take it any more and you completely lose yourself ,

To finally get back up on your feet again .

Without fear ,

There would be no accomplishment ,

No testing of our limitations .

& Life goes on no matter what .

2009-06-27T10:17:00.003+08:00

June's gonna be over soon ,and we'll say 'Helloo' to July
soooon ,2009 will be 2010 .
time really flies .
17 years of living in this world ,
experience lots of things , ups and downs ,everything .
ohh ,we should appreciate what we have now or we'll live in a life full of regrets ;)
hmm ,kay luh .

have i reached the bottom of your heart ?

The greater your capacity to love ,

The greater your capacity to feel the pain .

2009-06-26T11:12:00.003+08:00

we're all gonna miss micheal jackson .

like who doesnt know him ?

derhh ? 'King Of PoP'

sad you know to die at the age of 50 .

D :

you're well remembered ,

MJ .

2009-06-26T01:22:00.003+08:00

haven beeen updating the blog .

so damn layzeeee .

guess whaaat , school's gonna re-open soon .

uhh ,nothing to update luh .

*Mouth zipped

εvεяү ѕτяiκε oғ lighтиiиg ,

comεs α мεмояγ тҺαт lαsт .

2009-06-23T09:23:00.002+08:00

Nothing to post luh ,
blog till out of words luhhh .
;x
only know ,holidays gonna end ler .
how boringgggg .
D;

If things don't turn out the way you plan ,

FIGURE SOMETHING ELSE OUT !

im patching upp the holes but it overflows .

2009-06-22T07:40:00.003+08:00

DID I SLEPT OR NOT ?
i really dont know .
i only know ,
i was listening to song ,and dhen i dunno what happen .
i suddenly hear no song ,i went to playback the song , and the time was 3am .
lol .
and dhen same thing happened but the time was 6am .
so ya ,
rather stay awake till now .
in case i dont get up late for school later onnnn .
ohhh ,im a good boy .
CHEY!
;x
tsktsk ,
i really dont have anything on my mind now .
so ya ,
goodbye .

just beat it .

2009-06-21T09:26:00.002+08:00

Hmm ,
i've got nothing to ppost !
taaaadaaaa !

tell me your dreams

and

i'll tell you mine

with, love .

2009-06-20T06:52:00.002+08:00

Things on my MIND ;

1. Why am i always the "BAD ONE" to my parents ?

2. Why must my Mum & Dad avoid each other ?

3. Why cant we be a normal family ?

4. Can I have the old times again, when we'all are happy together ?

sometimes i do have this thinking ,

which married couple doesnt share the same bed or even the same room ?

TELLLLL MEEEE .

kay, my PARENTS .

dad sleeeeeps in living room while mum sleeeps in the bedroom .

I HATE LIFE TO BE LIKE THIS .

SERIOUSLY .

2009-06-19T08:10:00.004+08:00

im really in my holidays mooood right now lor .
im always overnight-ing, like alone in the room ?
lol .
i can fly to the other side of the world and survive already lorrr .
i sleep in the morning and stay awake frm evening till the next morning .
:DD
Lol.
& it will be really stressful if school gonna start ,
neeedda change back to typical singaporean lifestyle ;
how boring .
:x

it's meant to be

I <3 U

its love, its love, its love, its love ,

its love, its love, its love ,

its love, its love ,

with lovee .

2009-06-18T08:36:00.003+08:00

whole stayed at home .

i was like a "Good-Boy-For-A-Day"

yay! lol.

kay lame .

in the end ,

i went out at midnight .

HAHAH .

around 1am went to find some friend ,

slacked till 6am .

and we headed back home .

by the time i reach yew tee ,

i can see pple taking the train while im going back homeeeee .

Naaah ,reached home ,

went to bathe ,

stayed awake till now ,

surfing the net ,

time now ;

8.40am .

OHHH HOW EARLY .

gonna sleep soon ,

Good boy sleeeeeeep so early ok !

kay, bye.

you know i miss you .

rigggght ?

Imagine what it'd be like to touch the sky .

like woaaaah .

kay ,dreeeam on .

2009-06-17T06:38:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHH!

i've not fallen asleep .

time check ;

6.38am .

LOLOLOLOL >.<

hmm ,

so estimation that i will wake up later on will be ;

4pm .

idk what i've beeen doing that time flies (x

KAY, SHOOOO!

& i cant wait to

see you again

I have a heart that will never be tamed .

2009-06-16T04:19:00.004+08:00

i always heard of this freaking phrase ,

"If you have sex with someone whom you love, your love will grow stronger."

like, lol.

tsktsk .

but i pity those who have sex already and their relationship ends it there .

yeah, just heard from my friend .

she was drunk and she had sex with her boyfriend .

pathetic .

& now they broke off .

it's like so damn pathetic .

so, as a good friend ,

i had to accompany her from 1am till 2am .LOL

1hr can already luh, aku tired siaa.

lol.

daa luhh ,

dont want blog abt anything else .

It's not the correct time for me to talk about

L-O-V-E

& i got Smoking counselling at 2pm tmr .

D :

BUT I KNOW THAT ;

I WONT F**KING QUIT SMOKING .

2009-06-12T02:19:00.004+08:00

BAAAAH! '.'

Nah, layzee to type until long long .

just reached home anyway .

kind of tired .

and tmr gonna have school again .

like, somebody saveee me from this freedom-less life .

gonna go sleep laaa.

tired .

kay .

Everything happens for a reason .

Nothing happens for no reason .

2009-06-11T03:41:00.002+08:00

hmm ,

yesterday was like a last min plan to ton ,

with some school mates .

Lol, im not even that close with them anyway .

but they called me, so ton loh .

so , 4 of us was like cycling for the whole midnight .

around 5am ,

all of us ended up at my hse .

& i was like have to go to school at 10.30am .

so around 6+ i fell asleep already ,

dont know what time the rest fell asleep .

i woke up, its like 9.45am ler .

and all was sleeeeeping . (But i ended up sleeping on the floor)

so, i reached school around 11am ?

guess whaaaaat ,

my lesson starts at 12.30pm .

like wthhhhh .

so i went to see the other half of the F&N students cooking .

and around 12.30pm ,

went for F&N lessoons .

ended around 1+ or 2 luh ,

forget leh .

dhen after lesson ,

rot outside school for awhile and headed back home with haiqal .

reached my hse ,

was like using the comp only loh .

around 8pm left hse and went to yan zhi hse ,

take soccer ball .

dhen go kick at limbang park until 10+

dhen i headed myself to yan zhi hse ,while the rest all go home loh .

at yan zhi hse ,

had a bathe ,watch TV awhile .

around 12 went home loh .

reached my block there ,

saw my "CHILDHOOD FRIENDS" .

HAHAHAH ,omg .

talk with them .

so reached home not long ago loh .

kind of tired luh actually .

kay luh ,

i end it here .

BE-YOU-TI-FOOL

you got my head in the clouds .

you got me thinking out loud .

2009-06-10T01:41:00.002+08:00

F&N prac was like a imrpovement ,but still nt up to standard .
it was like better dhen last year cooking ok .
like omg lor last year one .
compare with last year's and now cooking ,
improve abitt lah harhs.
atleast the teacher dare to taste my cooking for this year.
like YAY . LOL

The 4 dishes i cooked ;

1. Baked macaroni and cheese .

2. Chocolate meringues .

3. Mini chicken and potato pie .

4. French toast .

sMILEY .

lol .

2009-06-09T03:28:00.003+08:00

im not in the mood these past few days ,idk why .
my head always hurts .
im always feeeeeling very tired .
i get migranes almost every night .
i feeeel like piercing my damn brain -.-

guess whaaat ,

tmr is my 'O' levels F&N practical .

im gonna cook ya .

like yay ,how great .

im not even prepared at all .

somebody heeeelp meeee.

NEVERMIND .

SMILEEEEEY <3

2009-06-08T02:00:00.003+08:00

its like so damn freaking

boring lor . . .

today ,
whole day at home .

till night .

Around 10pm ,

went outside .

went to ave 5 .

slack awhile ,

around 12.30am .

took bus home .

reached home .
time now 2.00am .

tmr going to school .

got eng remedial .

how boring can that be .

kay lor ,
i wanna sleep .

night night .

The thing i HATE most about you ;

You MADE me love you .

2009-06-07T03:41:00.007+08:00

SMILEEY MILEEEY .

i spend my midnight watching this movie .

hoho .

quite nice leh .

kay, im kindda into Miley Cyrus already .

like waaaaah ,lol

kay, i'll stop crapping :x

Butterfly,

fly away .

2009-06-06T01:47:00.002+08:00

hmm ,
its the end of the week ,
finally i can rest during sat and sunday.
and monday have to go back school for remedial .
sickening uhh .
D:

SOLITARY MOMENT .

who cares ?

2009-06-04T19:28:00.003+08:00

!@#$M%^&*I()_+S+_)(S*&^%Y$#@!O(*&^U%$#^&

remedial is like so damn wasting of time loh .

im like so damn tired of studying .

chey .

talk like i got attend all remedial like that .

first day of remedial ,kay luh .

attend all lesson siot .

second day until now ,

LOLOLOL .

i always go late .

and only manage to attend F&N .

which is at 2pm ?

like lol .

when a heart breaks

it doesnt break evenly

2009-05-31T21:54:00.003+08:00

COOOOOOOOOOOL

OR
WHAAAAAAAAAAT

Computer is finally fixed .

atleast i got something to do at home now .

hmm ,

but i've got nothing to post luh .

Good Luck to all .

those .

who are taking .

'O' Levels Mother Tongue .

^-^

2009-05-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAAAAAYS is coming !

thats good ,
know y ,
full of remedial .
=/

my head freaking hurts ,

- migranes -

2009-05-26T21:41:00.002+08:00

hmm ,
monday and tuesday didnt went to sch .
tuesday didnt went school ,
cause i reached home at 6.20am .
and i was like thinking whether to go sch or not ,
in the end, i fell asleep .
:D

im layzeee .

kay .

bye .

2009-05-25T18:13:00.003+08:00

i didnt went to school ,
morning went with father go see the custom there loh .
cause really couldnt afford to pay $500 within 7 days.
so they give face, since im a first timer and underageeee.
for 10 months, i have to pay 50$ each month .
so its kind of okaaay for this age luh .
kay luh ,
thats all luh kan ,

i feeeeeeeeeeeeel so

uselesss

thaaaaaaaaanks for

caring .

much appreciated .

2009-05-24T15:36:00.002+08:00

and luck is not on my side ,

im getting fine and fine and fine .

Mum and Dad doesnt care anymore .

how am i suppose to pay ??

D :

FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS >.<

im deeeeply saaad.

D ;

2009-05-21T20:42:00.001+08:00

err..err..uhh..
idk what to write .
lol.

im just rotting at home ,

doing nothing .

schoooooooooooooool's

suuuuucks

you

2009-05-20T17:41:00.002+08:00

the feeeling whereby ,
2 pple whom love each other,
but cant be together ,
is just too hard to tolerate.

you know , i know .

imy ,

girl .

2009-05-18T15:57:00.002+08:00

BOOHOOO,

kay ,

today no school .

so i've gt the chance to blog .

comp was sent to repair already :D

but dunno how long luh .

pass few days have been sleeeeeeping quite late eh .

watching TV until the next morning :D

not bad leh ,

got some really nice jer.

boring ey ,

i wanna go off luh ,

gt comp also boring .

spoil also boring .

-____-

BOOOOOOOOOOREEEEEEEEEED .

2009-05-16T15:41:00.003+08:00

im not going to update my blog for the time being .
my comp has gone haywire .
-____-
its so damn boring ,
sis comp also a lil bit sucky .
keyboard nt up to my standard.
=x

kay luh ,
its bored .
damn irritated with the keyboard ,
dont wish to type anymore .

illusions never change ,

into something real .

2009-05-13T00:28:00.003+08:00

brighten up my day ,kay.

chey.

your unconditional love ,

is always on my mind .

2009-05-12T02:12:00.004+08:00

i dont know why im acting so weird lately .

sometimes i really feel that i need someone to talk to ,

but i just cant find anyone .

so i'd rather keep it to myself .

im sorry if i've been ignoring some pple ,

just gimme time kay ,

i'll change .

2009-05-10T23:50:00.003+08:00

i ain't entertaining all yoour blooody shit or what-so-ever .

dislike me ,

hate me all you want .

stop acting good infront of me .

and bloody stop carrying my balls uh .

i hate the feeling of being so light .

i ain't acting any weird ,

im just being ,

ME .

get it ,

bloody fuck ?